I'm 23. I work one full time and one part time job, both in food service. I live with the love of my life of 3.5 years.
I'm a creative type. I love anything to do with music and art. Reading and writing make my heart beat. Scrapbooking and card making are my passions of the moment. I try to spend all my free time scrapping.
I'm a natural type, though not out doors-y. I love feeling connected to the natural and catching those one-of-a-kind moments that get overlooked by most.
So, why am I here?
I've always held myself back because of the fear of not being accepted, which is really just a fear of being alone. I've backed out of most creative activity that would've helped me express and define myself, so now it's time to get to know myself again. And turn my outside into a true representation of my inside.
So this blog will be a way for me to track several things. Mostly my exploration of japanese street fashion. I've been following Lolita for a year or two and I've been too afraid to try it, but that will change. Fairy kei is another fashion I can't wait to play with. My weight is next, I have been trying to lose weight forever and maybe now will be the best time to act on it. Then there will be some crafting, drawing, sewing and designing. . . Hopefully. I may talk about my job or relationship. I may explore my religion or sexuality. . . I'm not sure.
With each entry I just hope to feel better. Closer to showing my true self.
- An Introduction